WTF!

Neither Rushdie helps nor Gurdjieff,

with their wiseacring pages,

Neither help torrented discographies,

of the Doors and Guns n roses.

I am still knocking doors,

tirelessly for a clue.

I am still depending

on tentative guesses!

I have exhausted consolations,

and the Gtalk therapy.

the calls back home....

and the prescriptions.

But also my hope.

My courage.

Surely my will!

the dread only grows!

Finished today.

Exhausted some more.

Tomorrow,

opens another door...

Just WTF is this!

WTF!